Wednesday, May 31, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CC!! =)
actually got quite a bit to update but im running out of time now.. shall update again later!
1:07 PM
Monday, May 29, 2006
yay!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRU!!!!!!!!
=)
our Holidays er jie!!
so fast join the auntie gang liao muahaha~~ 19 years old le~~
hope u enjoy ur day!!! though we wun be seeing u... aiyowei...
1:07 AM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
aye my feet is aching~~!! i've been out of the house for 14 hours.. aiyowei!
morning had to go Wisma BreadTalk Transit to conduct a survey for our Brand Management project.. haixx.. its a saturday and i have to wake up so early.. but was quite a fun experience! the customers are rather nice too.. so ish the manager! he insist that we should take a free bread each (hot from the oven!!) even though we reject the offer.. cuz celin offer to pay for the bread.. heehee~
after everything ended left me and celin shopping aimlessly around orchard.. julius and philip join us after that.. and we went hunting for lor mee birthday present.. we bought him a tee from Fresh Imp!! hope he likes it..
again left me and celin this 2 direction idiot to go search for lor mee house.. lucky we went there before on wednesday before going Ritz Carlton.. so aga aga can remember the way there.. lor mee ish celebrating his birthday with BBQ over at his apartment house.. we reached at 7pm and had to help out with the BBQ stuff.. lolx.. poking the chicken wing and prawn and sausage.. and this is actually celin's first time touching fresh prawns wahaha! u really xing fu.. we ate a bit and left at 930pm.. cuz the 2 of us quite bored there.. with his family and frens around..
lolx and we did not head home after that.. we went to meet joyce julius mary and philip for supper at hougang.. wahaha.. chat for awhile and went to take 854 to bedok after a long~~~ walk.. and muz thx julius and cc for sending me home.. esp cc!!!! was already 12 midnight and she actually come down from her house and walk me home! omg.. really thx ALOT cecilia!! bu kui ish my zui hao de mummy!! heehee~~
12:47 AM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
happy birthday to pinggie!!
hee =) shall meet up with u soon! and meanwhile ah fu lao gong lend u first lahz since u birthday girl =p.. dun say i not good~ hee~
and also happy 20th wedding anniversary to my mummy and daddy~!!!! *muack*
wahh.. 20 years yeh.. thats needs lots of tolerance and understanding to live with someone for 20 years.. im expecting a big feast on sunday!
aye and there's lots of birthdays coming up soon.. why do i have so many gemini friends~~ jialat.. i must escape overseas.. if not my pocket will have a hole.. =p
anyways i just saw Jolin new mv - 假装
okiee back to writing resume.. good luck to me in getting my SIP company!
7:14 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
aiyowei.. its been a week since i last post an entry here.. had been really busy lately..
as i've promised, here the sentosa photos!
lolx this last picture ish our new album's cover! wahaha~! dun u think this pic looks like we are taking part in superband? lolx.. and our usp will be techno songs! *peng* actually i hate techno, but recently celin and lor mee (jeremy) gone crazy over techno songs and influence the whole group to siao with them LOL.. the whole study room turn into a party wahaha~
nothing much happen during study days.. friday went town and shop together with Holidays (without shiru) and julius, terence, philip.. wahh Holidays very long nv go out together le.. *sobsob* actually wanted to watch Davinci Code but full house le.. so we just shop around aimlessly.. reach home quite late though..
ytd went to see 56!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesyes!! they are here in Singapore!! after like 5 months i finally get to see my lao gong again!! *dance around* thye are here to promote their upcoming concert DVD! and the DVD ish based on Singapore Live Concert 2005 not Taiwan de!!!! *beams* good good!
am so lazy to go queue early this time.. meet xiangyue together hee~ (her cousin joined us later) somehow im not as crazy as before.. my craziness had died down alot now.. i reach IMM at 11am when their session starts at 1pm.. hmmm.. broke my record.. go queue only 2 hours before the session tsk tsk.. jialat.. my highest record was 9 hours lo.. eileen and ailing went pretty early to queue and yet we queued at the same barricade lolx! me and yue good at squeezing muahaha~
anyways the sun was like whoosh bloody hot there.. my back and shoulder got sunburnt! *sob* as usual 56 was L-A-T-E! they started playing some games there and then get down to signing the DVD pre order slip. yue's cousin was feeling unwell just before she got onstage... like she's gonna faint any moment.. aiyowei~ think she not used to this kinda squeezing event.. and she queued in front of me.. so when fufu was signing her DVD pre-order, she's like as though she really fainting, so i hold onto her.. and guess what? fufu look up with a very concerned face and look at me..
"she's not feeling well?"
i nodded and feeling chao shuang inside!! heehee~~ fufu ask me question yeh!!! muahaha~!! muz thanx yue's cousin for that hee~~ in the end she went off the stage first.. but bcuz of that i din have chance to tell fufu to take care haixx.. but the more shuang thing ish everyone look up and smile ytd!!! even xu meng~!! all the waiting and sun-tanning ish worth it!!
haixx.. my poor fufu look so tired.. *patpat* he rushed here from Shanghai without sleeping a wink.. and he commented that he haven face so many fans for such a long time cuz he had been concentrating on filming.. lolx.. he's actually shy whe he saw so many fans at the event ytd wahahahaha!! he's sooooooo cute!!
cheers! 56 come out with a new drink lately - winter melon tea! every fans got a free bottle of winter melon tea ytd.. let u have a closer look!
this ish the side with fufu face wahaha~ and guess what they call winter melon in taiwan? no idea?
hmm.. wth ish green pumpkin?? lolx! pumpkin that is not ripe yet? hahaha.. winter melon become green pumpkin LOL!!!!
and noticed the BIG crowd at the background of the previous picture? im actually at indoor stadium! hee.. yue got free tix to watch the dunno-what-supposingly-ish-concert thingy at night.. got 56, taufik and billy (eekk!).. in the end it become some company event.. wahh sianx.. wo swear i nearly fall asleep there.. super boring!!! *peng* and i was freaking hungry inside.. only had one filet o fish for the whole day.. so no choice i sneak out to buy a hotdog bread with yue and it cost me freakin $6!!!!!!!! kao! damn exp.. kill ppl set fire..
and 56 finally come out after 2 hours of boredom.. they sang 8 songs in total!!!!!!!!
1. We will rock u
2. Yes i love you
3. Boyfriend
4. Open arms
5. Wont give up
6. Magic
7. Wo nan guo
8. Bai se hua yang
like having concert liddat!! lolx.. but then its really not worth the $60 for the ticket.. luckily we got it free... whee~~!! thx yue!!
ok.. back to project now!!! dunno when i'll have time to update again.. hmm.. hopefully soon...
9:23 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
HAPPY MAMA's DAY TO ALL MAMA IN THE WORLD! =)
though im a day late but all the mummys in the world are the best! *hug*
recently my mummy's health isnt really good.. please take care!!
haixx.. neither am i in the pink of health lately.. its been like the third time im falling sick this year.. haixx.. and my wisdom tooth ish growing i think.. kinda painful lately.. and that leads to sore throat.. haixx...
ytd had to do project.. haixx.. me, celin and jeremy meet at the airport to edit our stuff.. lolx.. me and celin were like 1 1/2 hrs late.. cuz we were caught in the rain.. damn heavy rain.. i was wet even though i was at the bus stop.. haixx.. and the airport is freezing cold!! i think thats the reason to me falling ill.. and after some discussion we went to the view mall see aeroplanes lolx!! wahh lots of memories there.. thats the place where me and elaine celebrated our 17th birthday!! lolx.. weird place for a birthday celebration right? but was memorable.. thx u my hao jie mei!
since it was mother's day we left early.. brought mummy to ah mah house.. like ages since i've been there.. then we left for dinner! and yes! my mum say she like the necklace alot!! *beams* she claims that its not very kiddish lahz.. heehee..
today was like a one day tour in Singapore lolx.. this week ish supposed to be fieldworks week..
the 6 of us (me, celin, jeremy, fen ling, vicky and kevin) drop by Ritz Carlton in the early afternoon.. had a hard time finding the hotel wahaha! and we were like totally clueless to what we shud do there lo.. just walk around aimlessly.. stayed like less than half an hour? lolx ..
since it was still pretty early we went Marina Square.. lolx.. and guess what? celin and kevin went to play pool while the rest of us play arcade.. after that we went play bowling! =.= thought was suppose to be project day? LOL! went habourfront after that.. i swear i almost wanna faint on our way there.. really down with fever haixx..
ate lunch at habourfront hawker centre then we set off to Sentosa!!! heehee.. our purpose there ish suppose to drop by their hotels.. but instead we went sight seeing!! lolx! and we walk across the whole Siloso beach! cuz i've never been to Siloso beach before *sheepish smile* so no choice.. they have to accompany me and explore the beach! but Fen Ling more jialat. she had nv even step into Sentosa before! woo! hee.. we folded up our jeans and took off our shoes and walk along the sand to the hotel there.. lolx.. was super tired by the time we reach the hotel.. with shoe and jeans full of sand wahaha! that Jeremy lah!! playing like a kid liddat.. haiyo!
actually intend to stay and watch the musical fountain but really dead tired by then.. we drop the idea and head home.. and i missed superband lo!
AND KNS LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that freakin buay pai sehh Xia RI FEng actually GOT IN LO!!!!!!!! tmd!!!!!!!! THATS SO FREAKIN UNFAIR CAN!!!!!!! they keep getting the lowest and this week they only got 19/40 rating.. FAIL LO!! and they still can get in! ish there any logic at all?!?!?!?!?!?! last week my JingBAo was sacrificed.. this week shiru's Lucify kana kick out.. ALL THESE ARE SO UNFAIR!!! meaning if i got a rich dad or lots of B-L-I-N-D (church) supporters then i can get in lahz! no matter how atrociously i sing! where got this kinda thing one lo! #&^@&^*@
*screaming and scolding and burning with rage even though my throat hurts*
oohh anyways took a lot of pictures today!! shall upload it when i receive from Kevin.. meanwhile i better go rest.. i need plenty of rest~~~~
10:07 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
oops before i forget
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYBELLINE!!
aye.. sorry that this greeting ish 3 days late.. heehee~ pai sehh~
ehhh.. ok~~ i've been tagged by lee chin.. so im suppose to continue this eRMM.. stupid thingy about 7 qualities of my perfect lover????? lolx! really a bit stupid leh... wahaha.. never really thought about it before.. hmmmmm..... *lock eyebrow and think hard*
Gender: Guy
1. definitely NOT A SMOKER!!! i rather u kill me.. no tolerance for that
2. he has to be older than me.. no room for negotiation over this too..
3. of cuz a good sense of humour! lolx.. cuz i get bored easily.. muz keep me entertained
4. personality not too dull and quiet.. i prefer noise and lots of surprises!
5. he has to be able to tolerate that i would rank friends as first place.. (ish that too much?)
6. able to accomodate me.. cuz i know i can get ridiculous and wilful at times.. but i cant stand it if everything he also gives in to me.. giving in doesnt mean caring..
7. not too da nen ren zhu yi.. i cant stand da nan ren zhu yi! but oso not too po po ma ma.. i run out of patience easily..
~*~
lolx.. can i add something else like he must know to play piano?? wahaha.. cuz i really like guys who knows piano! shuai! lolx... ermm.. im suppose to tagged 7 other ppl? huh... can dun wan not? lolx.. anyone who feels like listing down the 7 qualities of their perfect lover too after reading, please go ahead! i dun like forcing ppl lolx..
yesh! jolin's album out le! had listen to the album.. (thx cc!) hmm, what i can say ish that this album ish very Jolin style.. not bad.. i got quite a few nice songs to recommend!
专辑名称 ：舞娘
Track 1: 舞娘 - 蔡依林
月光 放肆在染色的窗邊
轉眼 魔幻所有視覺
再一杯 那古老神秘恆河水
我鑲在額頭的貓眼
揭開了慶典
為愛囚禁數千年的關節
正訴說遺忘的愛戀
聽所有喜悲繫在我的腰間
讓那些畫面再出現 再回到從前
旋轉 跳躍 我閉著眼
塵囂看不見 你沉醉了沒
白雪 夏夜 我不停歇
模糊了年歲
時光的沙漏被我踩碎
故事 刻劃在旋轉的指間
是誰 在癡癡的追隨
這一夜 那破舊皇宮的台階
我忘情抖落的汗水 點亮了慶典
一層一層把我緊緊包圍
我要讓世界忘了睡
你的心事倒影在我的眉間
放棄的快樂都實現
難過都摧毀
旋轉 跳躍 我閉著眼
塵囂看不見 你沉醉了沒
白雪 夏夜 我不停歇
模糊了年歲 舞孃的喜悲沒人看見
時光的沙漏被我踩碎
舞孃的喜悲沒人看見
旋轉 旋轉 旋轉
旋轉 旋轉 旋轉
所有喜悲寫在我的眼前
讓那些畫面再出現 回到從前 回到從前
旋轉 跳躍 我閉著眼
塵囂看不見 你沉醉了沒
白雪 夏夜 我不停歇
模糊了年歲
時光的沙漏被我踩碎
旋轉 跳躍 我閉著眼
塵囂看不見 你沉醉了沒
白雪 夏夜 我不停歇
模糊了年歲 舞孃的喜悲沒人看見
Track 4: 假裝 - 蔡依林
呼吸著一種孤獨的味道
心跳在你沉默以後慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑 反正你看不到
我要的幸福 遺落在你懷抱
當愛失了焦 那些最初的美好
早被妳擱在一角
街上擁擠人潮 走著看著都是摧眠符號
記憶停不了 穿過讀你的心跳
穿過想你的味道 我只想不被打擾
假裝多好 我只要 只想要 再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱 一直會讓我依靠
繼續等待 還心甘情願的不想逃
當愛失了焦 那些最初的美好
早被妳擱在一角
街上擁擠人潮 走著看著都是摧眠符號
記憶停不了 穿過讀你的心跳
穿過想你的味道 我只想不被打擾
假裝多好 我只要 只想要 再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱 一直會讓我依靠
繼續等待 心甘情願不想逃
假裝多好 依然是 依然是 曖昧的tone調
一個人無理取鬧 兩人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己設下的圈套
像是駝鳥 相信時間是唯一解藥
視而不見 傻到了無可救藥
其實早明瞭 你的愛已隨風飄
想要找 再也找不到
假裝多好 我只要 只想要 再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱 一直會讓我依靠
繼續等待 還心甘情願的不想逃
假裝多好 依然是 依然是 曖昧的tone調
一個人無理取鬧 兩人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己設下的圈套
假裝自己 已解開冰冷的手銬
Track11: 开场白 - 蔡依林
再見面，已經是朋友了
我們就這麼單純，瞎聊著彼此說以後
時間過了，學會珍惜了
原來最初的快樂並不是我們要的
終於能夠坦白說著
我當時的脆弱
是唯一的一次，不留著遺憾的
簡單結束了陌生
我們微笑了
也都不躲了，這單純的坦誠
就這樣，我們為彼此推翻著，不擾了
我們都笑了，時間停了
我們珍惜這一刻
放下累積的負荷，卸下沉默
學會了，不保留
再見後真的是朋友了
我們都不再單純，也會笑著看以後
時間過了，也更珍惜了
原來當時的快樂，仍在你我記憶中
終於能夠坦白說著，我現在不寂寞
是全新的一次，再也沒了遺憾
簡單地回應著傷痛
我們微笑了，也都不躲了
這單純的坦誠
你好嗎？多麼默契的開場白，我笑了
我們不走了，不再尷尬了
不回頭湊理由
希望我們從此都真的快樂，說好了，不說走
Track 10: 最终话 - 蔡依林
終於太陽 還是升起 蒸發昨夜 為你落的眼滴
終於自己 能為自己 呼吸一口 不為你活的
呼吸 為自己呼吸 為自己而心跳 為自己而快樂和傷心_噢噢
明天 會有新的劇情 會有人更愛我 會有不再委屈的命運
不再改變那些為你改變的個性
不再忍耐那些長久忍耐的心情
雖然心還疼痛地 回憶最初的場景
一開始你 就準備好 最後一集 你抽身的乾淨
成全了你也就是我 成全自己 最後最美的期許
那天你眼神洩漏孩子氣 我偷偷下定給你幸福的決定
那開場白說得越真越壯麗 那最終話就是 遺憾的天地 不該繼續嘆息
再次深深 呼吸 為自己呼吸 為自己而心跳 為自己而快樂和傷心
明天 會有新的劇情 會有人更愛我 會有不再委屈的命運
不再改變那些為你改變的個性
不再忍耐那些長久忍耐的耳語
雖然心還疼痛地 感謝名單還有你
終於太陽 還是升起 蒸發昨夜 為你落的眼滴
終於自己 能為自己 呼吸一口 我不為你活的呼吸
最終話的最終場景 女孩眼中他的背影
11:28 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
today ish a long day
after having lessons we got this government thingy lecture.. got pull into this lecture by auntie foo haixx.. i jus feel so out of place there.. lolx.. thought it will be a boring lecture by in the end it turn out to be quite interesting! and the topic ish on - Branding.. (we just attended BRand Managment lec before the talk lolx) its pretty helpful i shud say.. though im not paying full attention.. and argh all thanx to Arnold Tan we have to voice out questions pertaining to the talk.. =.= he drafted the questions and they are really long and chim!
today ish project off day for us! hee~ so we (me, cc, celin, laymin, julius, terence & philip) went for movie - Poseidon.
and omg.. i give the movie 2 thumbs up!!! really chao chao touching! the effects and storyline ish definitely better than Titanic.. at least its not so draggy~~ its really saddd when the father sacrifice himself and died.. thats the first time i cried in cinemas lolx.. sad sad sad! and i cant imagine if im the female lead and i have to choose between my dad and my husband-to-be.. which to sacrifice.. waa~ lets die together then! and the movie ish so fantastic that u can really feel their emotions and their strong will to survive.. i was clenching to my kit kat wrapper so tightly that my hands were actually quivering lolx.. definitely a highly recommended movie! wo swear! lolx!
and the aftermath of watching this movie is leaving me with 2 choices - either i learn how to swim, or i develop a phobia towards water.. hahaha! abit exaggerating yea.. but my mood ish really affected by the movie.. still feeling sad now =(
went for dinner after that and watched the 9pm show at the food court lolx! we sounded very auntie (& uncle) there, dicussing the plot and the characters hahaha~ and thx to the wu ya zui of julius it was pouring when im on my way home.. with lightning and thunder somemore.. haixx..
feeling really tired now.. had been on sleep-walking mode for the whole day.. I NEED SLEEP!!!! but definitely not now.. still got work to be done..
oh oh!! and before i forgot! 56 coming next weeeeeek!!!! heeheehee~! my fufu coming too! hmm, im wondering if i shud go their event or not.. haixx.. shud i go??? [[孙语录：重新归零再出发，才能发现一个崭新的自己]]
10:33 PM
haixx...
so sian..
sch had started only like 3 weeks.. and oh gosh.. its kinda scary to see everyone chiong-ing projects already.. all the study rooms occupied by marketing students.. this is gonna be a competitive semester!! and the worse thing ish im still stuck at 'holiday mode'.. haixx..
another sian thing.. MY JING BAO ISH OUT!!! *crys* wth~~ i admit that their performance kinda sux that day.. BUT THEN oh please!!! not as though 'xia ri feng' dun sux.. like what joyce say, they really buay pai seh one.. humph! they have been getting the lowest mark for like consecutive 4 WEEKS and why are they still there?!?! the judge doesnt appreciate their performance, they dun have much fans either.. muz be someone have a rich daddy.. if not i really dun see the point why they are still not out of the competition yet!
haixx.. there goes my Jing Bao.. no more Vin to see.. haixx.. HAIXX~!! all the groups are pretty good (except that xia ri feng of cuz).. all have their own style and stuff.. so now no group shud tolerate mistakes.. once there ish mistake most probably will be sayonara to them..
*yawn* im so tired~~ hmm when im tired i dun like to talk much.. so dun say im getting quiet or look sad or smth.. lolx.. im jus tired *yawn* still trying to adjust back to study mood.. it takes time.. [[孙语录：目标定得高一点，才不会安于现状]]
8:08 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
yesterday went bugis AGAIN~~ all thanx to chuxian.. she got a long shopping list today.. and when i say long its really L-O-N-G~ lolx! rich lady..
and not bad.. i exercised my self control pretty well for the first 2 hours.. then julius came over after getting his slippers bcuz he's alone.. hmm oh well.. lolx.. went Ajisen for dinner.. that's the first thing i spent on for the day..
and julius reminded me that i haven got anything for my mum for mother's day!! jialat... i almost forgotten about it.. intially i intended to get weilian's cd for my mum.. but not as though she dun have his songs.. only plus 4 MVs.. so not worth it!
and ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so angry with myself!!!!!! rmb i bought a mickey mouse blouse on fri? it cost me $26.10... guess what? they were selling 2 tops for $40 yesterday... &^%@%&@(@ WHY CANT I WAIT FOR ONE MORE DAY!! haixx.. WHY!!
anyways i bought one perlini's necklace for my mum instead! julius bought his mum earrings.. chuxian had bought her mum's mothers day and birthday present at one shot.. lolx.. save her from the trouble..
julius left after that and we continue shopping!! and all thanx to xian again i bought ANOTHER necklace for myself... haixx... told u shopping was a bad idea.. i know i cant resist.. lolx.. and xian was really on a crazy shopping spree ytd.. spending as if there's no tomorrow.. lolx! i've really nv seen her spending as though money came from the sky.. that must be very shuang!!
and i just realise something.. jolin is actually releasing 2 albums together.. no wonder i find the releasing date so contradicting.. the first album ish 'J-Top 冠军精选' which is release by her previous records company - Sony BMG.. its a compilation of her old songs and 2 new songs.. a total of 23 songs!! wahh..
and another new album ish '舞娘' which is release by her new records company.. this is a brand new album..
lolx.. this is contradicting.. 2 albums out in the market together by the same singer.. she's like fighting with herself.. i think the old records company did it on purpose.. what a tactic to use.. lolx.. i pity jolin's fans.. *patpat* i see one big hole in their pockets..
我要的選擇 - 蔡依林
後來你終於搬走了
我想你也會捨不得
每次經過那巷口還會想起呢
這位置 停過你的車
後來你說都要幸福
逾期還是如此溫和
也是我還不清楚失去了什麼
這不是 我要的選擇
怎能說我不愛 難道你不明白
耐心為你等待 抹空多少期待
不管愛與不愛 我該如何辯白
痛的愛（當悲哀）哭不出來 我才明白 愛真的存在
[[孙语录: 爱情是建立在争吵与和好之间]]
11:23 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
haixx.. zhen shi de.. went bugis shopping after lessons today.. and guess what i bought?
THIS!!! heee.. bling bling de necklace.. with the letter 'H'..
'H' stands for huiz! wanted to get 'C' (clarine) but then.. cannot.. 'C' ish for cecilia and celin.. lolx.. too many 'C's..
shiru bought 'S' and Joyce bought her 'J' lolx! yay we are the bling bling family!
and argh! after much struggling and hesitation... i bought a mickey mouse blouse... *smile sheepishly*
i seriously needa exercise self control!!! haixx.. tmr going bugis again with xian.. thats very bad~~ haixx... needa tie up my hands.. i still aiming a 3/4 pants.. waaa~~ maybe i shud leave my ATM card at home.. hmmm..
tmr will be the last day going shopping i guess.. project officially starts next week.. haixx... come to think of it now.. i really hate myself.. what was i doing in Year 1 man!! wasted my whole year... kns.. it made my result neither here nor there now.. *sobsob* i hope its not too late to chiong now.. *prays*
[[孙语录： 辛苦过后得到的成就感是无价的]]
2:23 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
i promise myself this sem that i will put all concentration and efforts on my studies!
*nod*
and if anyone see me losing this concentration please please please pull me back ok?
i know its easier said than done but i will try my best!
不能轻言放弃 否则对不起自己
[[孙语录： 努力不一定成功, 但不努力就一定不会成功]]
10:38 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
*note: change to unicode for this post*
Really feeling tired.. mentally.. there's really too much things going around recently.. be it school problem.. friend's problem... personal stuff.. it sort of make me see the true colours of human beings..
im so not good at consoling.. all i can do ish lend a listening ear to anyone in need.. heard pretty lots of cases lately.. some saddening, some frustrating, some simply irks me off.. and it all makes me realise one thing:
[[幸福是要靠自己争取的]]
we are all given a choice.. and heaven ish fair.. when u gained something, you will lose something in exchange..
it also make me understand the true meaning of:
[[人心险恶]]
this world ish freaking realistic.. u can never know what lies behind the smiley face.. this world ish freaking selfish.. everyone fight for their own interest (which might not be a wrong thing to do).. this world ish full of green-eyed freaks as well.. waiting to see u FALL..
why muz the world be like this?? and please im not feigning innocence here.. im not perfect.. no one is.. but dun the world get tired of all these crap?
i miss my primary and secondary school life.. when friends fall out because
she took my eraser without asking my permission or she dun sit with me during recess.. lolx..
不想长大 - S.H.E
为什麼就是找不到不谢的玫瑰花
为什麼遇见的王子都不够王子啊
我并不期盼他会有玻璃鞋和白马
我惊讶的是情话竟然会变成谎话
为什麼幸福的青鸟要飞的那麼高
为什麼苹果和拥抱都可能是毒药
我从没想过有了他还孤单的可怕
我突然想起从前陪我那个洋娃娃
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
已经变得不像他
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
怎麼会爱上别的他
为什麼水晶球里面看不出他在变
为什麼结局没欢笑而是泪流满面
我愿意在他回来前继续安静沉睡
但他已去到别座城堡吻另一双嘴
为什麼对流星许愿却从来没实现
为什麼英勇的骑士会比龙还危险
我当然知道这世界不会完美无瑕
我只求爱情能够不要那麼样复杂
让我们回去从前好不好
天真愚蠢快乐美好
word of mouth.. lolx.. a common phrase in marketing context.. do u know the powerful is the word of mouth? the word of mouth can kill.. people get 'branded' and segmented as well.. (this para ish sooo marketing lolx!)
and i realise another thing:
[[人总是等到失去后才懂得珍惜]]
你后悔了吗？
既然后悔，为何当初不要珍惜？
lolx.. i know its easier said than done.. i totally agree.. but haixx.. fate loves to play with people..
[[逞强是件很累很累的事情]]
自我催眠 - 羅志祥
人群裡面那個我 把幸福遺落
那曾經走過的路口 我停了你卻走
我想摀住我的耳朵 聽不見你說
愛就在此刻 鬆手分手放手
我猜不透 不猜透 和你背對背的走
原來怪我沒有 沒有愛情的天份 你才要走
我想要學會自我催眠 痛覺會少一些
淺意識作祟 想著想到失眠
我躺在沒有你的房間 寂寞更加明顯
我漸漸的自我催眠 卻回不到從前
等著紅燈那個我 還是向前走
也許那幸福的執著 在下一個路口
專屬鈴聲我還留著 卻靜靜沉默
在我們之間 愛了放了散了
我會不說 不想說 怕說了也沒有用
現在我的幽默 只是掩飾著心痛 我的難過
我想要學會自我催眠 痛覺會少一些
淺意識作祟 想著想到失眠
我躺在沒有你的房間 寂寞更加明顯
我漸漸的自我催眠 卻回不到從前
我想要學會自我催眠 聰明再多一些
淺意識作祟 想著想到失眠
我走在沒有你的世界 卻走不到永遠
我漸漸的自我催眠 慢慢閉上雙眼
to all my troubled friends.. life has to go on.. i know u can do it!! ganbatte!!
and to myself.. jiayou jiayou jiayou!! ^^
lolx and celin ish complaining that our blog ish very boring.. too little photos.. wahaha~ no new photos updates recently.. only these:
fufu back in taiwan last weekend and host one episode of wan quan yu le together with awei! can see how much he really missed him.. i guess no one can break the bond between them.. 最佳排挡！
Jolin's new album releasing on 12th May!! her first hit ish 舞娘！waiting for julius to send me the mv tonight.. muz be zhan!!
[[孙语录：有希望，就会有失望]]
6:56 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
haixx.. today finally had our first tutorial - Apel 3
one downright boring tutorial.. stupid thing.. made me go back to sch for 1 hour jus for that.. and seriously, i dun really like my class at all!! other than my project grpmates i dun think i can get along with the others.. haixx..
went Orchard and shop with Holidays (minus ah ru) + serene, laymin and guys. wahh i just realise the combination of celin, laymin and serene would be terrible.. lolx! i mean when it comes to shopping.. wahaha~ i admit defeat!! lolx.. and julius too.. dunno what came over him.. spend so much today.. =p
and aww~~ i aimed one pink Zara polo tee just now.. tried it on and it looks really nice!! but.. haixx. so exp.. maybe i shud wait for the Great Singapore Sales! lolx and mary was still saying he will not spend bcuz he needs to save now.. in the end he walked out of Zara with a paper bag wahaha!
and i make the correct choice by not buying the Zara polo tee cuz i bought Xiezhi's new book instead!! heehee.. < 坚持 > not bad.. am browsing it as im making this entry..
went wisma for dinner after that.. on the way we bought earrings! argh talking abt earrings.. joyce lost one of her earring in the toilet at Taka.. and eeeww~~ the whole incident ish kinda spooky.. dun feel like elaborating *shudders* went home after dinner..
anyways.. from today onwards i'll posting a meaningful phrase from Xiezhi in every entry.. hee.. no copyrights for that bahz! lolx.. gotta change to unicode to view it..
[[ 孙语录：三莫 - 莫急，莫慌，莫害怕！ ]]
11:17 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
really big thanx u to shiru for her help in editing the new 5566 picture at the top! nice right? lolx.. *hughug* and thanx for her suggestion too.. cuz since joyce's blog theme ish xiaozhu, and hers ish JJ, so she suggest i shud have one 56 one hee~~ nan de u first time so good help me with 56 stuff =p lolx.. love this new layout.. very spacious.. can post lots lots pictures! and most importantly its 5566 theme! hehe..
anyways, i haven really blogged on the last few days of April.. here goes:
29/04/06
its a saturday and we had to return to school for cilent briefing.. *yawn* and 3 cilents somemore - Breadtalk, Coolwerks and Ikea. the whole thing took like 3 hours.. feeling cold, hungry and tired inside the auditorium.. waa~~ finally got breakfast (if u still call that breakfast) at CS foodcourt at 230pm tog with Holidays and T01 gang.. elaine came to meet me later and we set off to Chinatown.. inital motive was to visit accessories shop to find some kind of leather string (oh anyone who knows where got sell this leather string thingy pls inform me).. ended up we shopped at People's Park lolx.. we din buy anything though i eyed on one 3/4 pants there hehe~~ shall go back there again..
after that meet up with xian at tpy supposingly to go for superband recording.. but suddenly shiru say she dun short of 1 tix.. we almost wanna leave tpy to Orchard and shop when shiru called again and say she got the tix le.. =.= lolx ok~ and we waited for the cab for like half an hour in the rain.. wth.. pissed, we took a bus there instead..
but i guess its worth it! cuz we get to see niunai chao near! and of cuz of the superband contestants as well..
and i tell u.. JuzB live ish 'oh~my~god~!!' really really nice.. i really stare in awe.. zhan!!! and 使诺鼻.. kao! they are really power! they rock the whole studio man! i was seriously deprived of rest and food at that recording but when they were rapping the atmosphere was so high that u cant help but rock with them! woohoo! and of cuz 静暴乐团 and Soul performance ish fantastic too!! its really a different feeling hearing the bands 'live' and on tv..
one more thing to add on, wo swear the Breadtalk bread i had for dinner was rock-hard. serious! if u dun believe me u can ask shiru and chuxian.. they heard the echo when i knock on the bread.. lolx..
okiee thats all.. nth much happens ytd..
hope u guys like the new blog!!
thanx shiru once again! hee~
2:03 PM
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