Wednesday, March 26, 2008
im feeling abit.. i dunno.. down? dejected? lost? erm sian?
ru says one week before someone is going to leave the company she dun like, the person will feel very happy and excited.. i dun have the feel now lehz.. its not because i dun bear to leave the company or anything.. its just i suddenly got this feeling when i cant solve something at work today.. its gonna be my last day already and yet there are still some common problems which i cant identify and cant solve.. haixx.. failure lehz.. it just feel like i have wasted one year and gain nothing.. have i?
我觉得人很虚伪。包括我自己在内。今天心情明明不好，在别人面前还是要装笑脸。而且笑脸还装的好自然哦。就好像一边走，脸上本来是闷闷不乐，看到别人走过，虚伪的笑容就出来了。好快哦。连我自己都觉得自己太虚为了吧。可是这虚伪的一面已经变得是一件自然又理所担然的事。为什么会这样子？做人真的好可怜。我只有在我的姐妹的面前才能做我真正的自己，开心就开心，不开心就破口大骂。她们也都很understanding，不介意我的牢骚。谢谢你们。至少我还没失去真正的自己。=)
hmmm.. 天啊，我整天这样mood swing 会不会变神经病？哈哈~
7:16 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
OOooOOoo~ i love my long weekends!
friday went to piggy house. he download had Enchanted in his comp.. wahaha.. its really a nice fairytale.. on a side note, piggy has a very smelly bolster!! *faints* hehehe.. and i can play my DS now!! have loads of games inside=) time to brush up my already-very-bad gaming skill.. went to collect a durian cake after that and head to philip house for his 21st birthday celebration. his house is big lahz~ can at least put like 10 mahjong tables at his porch and living room area.. food was not bad.. his mum is a great cook.. when was the last time the gang gathered together? everyone had been so busy with their own stuff that we hardly hear from each other anymore.. haixx.. after dinner we play mahjong for straight 3-4hours till 12am.. really sleepy by then.. but its good exercise to brain hehe..
was suppose to wake up earlier on Saturday to go ZOO! but becuz sleep late last night me and piggy reached ZOO like 230pm.. duhz.. lolx.. i haven been to the ZOO for like dunno how many centuries! the animals are cuteee! and smelly.. lolx.. and the sky doesnt look good all these while.. it started pouring around 3plus.. lucky we have covered like more than half the journey.. so we sat at the shelther with the frogs and play DS till like 5pm.. still raining~ so we took a free tram back to the entrance =( well its okie.. since entrance is free in the first place.. hehe.. even though the weather is like freezing, how can we not have bens and jerry at ZOO? hehe.. but its really cooold that night.. oh and i think my cybershot phone is really good.. check out the below pictures! click for larger view..
meet siow pei ytd to shop for xian birthday present.. i haven seen her since my birthday? the first thing she said when she saw me was "aiyo! why ur hair so lian!" duhzz.. we shopped around TM and go crazy at GUESS.. lolx..and bcuz pei wanna buy a pullover from Far East we travel to Orchard in our very la-tah outfit.. in the end we din find the pullover.. but we bought a dress each! hehe.. ohh i love my shirt dress.. and bcuz of the dress i had to buy something which i had always resist to go along with it. the something is call legging. =.= big sacrifice for the dress.. lolx.. and thanks pei for accompanying me to hougang to return liping the ZOO pass.. she missed dinner with her family and SPOP bcuz of that =( anyway Man Utd won Liverpool! 3 goals.. muahaha! way to go!
officially declared to be an unemployed by next Friday! im going to be a leech to Singapore.. lolx.. im totally sick of office jobs now.. i need something different.. something for a change.. its gonna be a brand new life starting from next Friday!!!! i cant wait~
9:53 AM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
i jus realise that i have a very childish boss. =.=
anyway its his birthday today. happy birthday lao ban!! =) we had a mini surprise for him.. i so like the decoration for the party.. cuz its done by yours truly.. haha..
the pictures will tell u why i say i have a childish boss. well, he got mention dun post out the pictures lahz.. so for his privacy, his face is blurred.. hahha.. anyway we din force him to do that.. he did it on his own accord. hahaa..
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haixx i am really feeling damn tired and having bad headaches lately.. not sure why.. maybe is a symptom that im going to die soon=)
PS:
我真的很生气。他X的生气。你自己闯的大祸却可以像是没有事情。你知道事情会有多严重吗？我们急得要死帮你想办法的时候，你可以当作不关你的事一样。他X的！还说风凉话。喂，搞清楚可不可以！这个祸是你惹出来的ok！干老娘屁事。可是我们还是帮你。你可以show一点concern吗？你知道货来不及出去我们会死的有多难看吗？而且现在好像变成是我的错酱。害我被挨骂。我一向来都是酱做的lo。从来都没问题。现在明明就是人为疏忽，就承认啊！为什么搞到好像一切都是我的错。我不明白。也不服气。如果是我的错我甘愿挨骂。可是现在不是我的问题耶！怎么好像把罪都怪在我身上？该骂的不骂。ARGH! 我也没剩几天在公司了，为什么不能让我开开心心enjoy这最后两个星期呢？
Everything is my fault lahz ok?
8:08 PM
f***ing angry, f***ing pissed.. its not my fault..
f***ing angry, f***ing pissed.. its not my fault..
f***ing angry, f***ing pissed.. its not my fault..
f***ing angry, f***ing pissed.. its not my fault..
f***ing angry, f***ing pissed.. its not my fault..
f***ing angry, f***ing pissed.. its not my fault..
f***ing angry, f***ing pissed.. its not my fault..
f***ing angry, f***ing pissed.. its not my fault..
f***ing angry, f***ing pissed.. its not my fault..
4:38 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
okiee! we shud be somewhere above some Pacific Ocean or dunno what other oceans at this time of the day next month! countdown to exactly one month to Taiwan!!
flight confirmed, hotel confirmed, everything confirmed!
now we are left with luggage to pack.. and we are off to Taiwan! but still one obstacle to cross - phobia to aeroplane.. anyway the girls are told to knock me out with a whack on the head the moment we board the plane.. but dun use too much force arh.. make sure i can still wake up.. hehe.. cuz im going to boost Taiwan economy~ lolx.. im going to come back with lots of prezzie for myself and everyone!
now if only time can really pass faster in a blink of an eye.. *fluttering eye profusely* hehe..
10:07 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
out of boredom, i went to watch my 19 years old birthday celebration videos again after piggy left my house.. how i miss the old days.. that was so much fun.. with everyone around.. those were really fond memories.. the whole gang used to be so much fun.. the bond we had used to be undescribable.. but now everything had changed.. haixx.. if only everything can remain the same.. i really miss their company.. i really miss old poly days.. haixx..
other than piggy,mahjong and taiwan, im so obsessed with 恶作剧2吻 now..
它是延续一个童话故事的完美结局，的一个不完美的现实生活。每一集里我都能学到对爱情的价值观。何况，不是每个人都能像湘琴这样的执著和有毅力。真的很佩服她。为了爱情她愿意牺牲一切。她虽然笨笨的，傻傻的，但是就是不轻易放弃。
so if u had watched 恶作剧之吻, be sure to catch 恶作剧2吻! taiwan is showing till episode 13 now.. it really makes u look at love at another angle.. jiayou 湘琴!
10:05 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008
ITS FRIDAYY!!!!!!
happy white valentine day =)
[14Mar08]
after slogging for 1 whole stupid year HR only giving the bonus one month+++ after we leave the company.. u are telling me that i still need to wait somemore when i have already waited for 1 year? how can liddat =( what am i going to use to spend in taiwan?
i am ANGRY.
i wan an answer.
piggy having a tough week inside.. *sayang* its gonna be weekends very soon =) jiayou!
2:21 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
haixx my mood swing getting very jialat lately..
i flare up for no reason and i get pissed off by ANYTHING and EVERYTHING..
haixx.. muz be the weather.. for no reason lately keep on raining.. rain rain rain.. feel very sleepy one u know.. no mood to work at all.. and something wrong with my office's air con.. even if outside is snowing i will still feel stuffy and gasping for air..
ok, i not only get pissed off easily, i get grumpy easily too.. =.=
i think i need some ice cream!!
3:28 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
our first year anniversary - 8rd March 08
actually i already knew where piggy will bring me to.. bcuz i am a clever piggy ok? blea! so he really brought me to the place i had always wanted to go..
The Equinox!
its at the 70th level of the Swissotel.. the view was AMAZING~~ o.O
we had a spread there.. the buffet lunch is wonderful lahz~ they got all sorts of queer yet yummy food.. japanese food, chinese food, fresh seafood, funny food combinations, cakes, ice cream and FONDUE!!!!!
imagine sipping freshly brewed tea on a late afternoon while watching the scenery of the whole Singapore from a magnificient view.. this is what i call L.I.F.E =)
and for part 2 of the anniversary prezzie we shared and got a DS lite! though i din get the pink or the crimson one i wanted but well its okiee! black will go well with my nano.. lolx~
i only get to open the part 1 prezzie late at night.. there was a pink rose inside and a DEATH NOTE.
silly piggy actually wrote his diary in a DEATH NOTE notebook. lolx~ my cute and silly piggy! i was reading, laughing and crying at the same time.. it brought back so much memories.. he started his first entry on 14 Feb 07..
and we went back to pasir ris beach again =) hehe.. one of piggy's sec sch fren was having a birthday BBQ there.. and his sec sch frens are a bunch of funny and interesting ppl =) enjoyed the night there with them..
Piggy, thank you for being by my side. i want you to be my side and need you to be my side =) these 365 days wasnt easy.. especially when u had to be away for 2 years for NS.. but 2 years it gonna pass svery quickly before we knew it =) actually i really feel that i am very blessed.. though i still like to complain, whine and throw tantrum.. but i know from the bottom of my heart, i love u and that is all that matters.. =)
Happy anniversary!!!!!
2:39 PM
Friday, March 07, 2008
lalala~
tomorrow is the day =)
10:17 AM
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
星星王子： 12星座谁是感情杀手? 第二名：射手座
射手座在谈恋爱的时候表现的很热情大方，而且看起来很专注，也因此容易让人失去戒心，事实上射手座不会把彼此之间的问题说出来，他会用观察，然后一再的忍受，也不见得会和对方沟通，等到他忍到最后火山爆发的时刻，射手座就会选择离开，他的忽然离开，让毫无警觉性的另一半觉得射手座怎么就消失了， 这时心里的伤害实在是无法言喻。
Comment: AIYO! so true! lolx.. well i guess communication is very important here..
第五名：双子座
双子座的人容易反复不定，情绪也阴晴不定，今天很喜欢对方，明天可能厌倦了对方，可是后天可能又重燃对对方的热情，这种反反复覆让身边的人不知道怎么办才好，因此如果一个真心爱上双子座又愿意循他的恋爱模式的人就好象成天在坐云霄飞车一样，心情一下高一下低，如果受不了决定要离开，双子座又会表现出很心碎的样子。
Comment: AIYO! this one oso very true! lolx.. u can never know what a gemini is thinking..
11:47 AM
Monday, March 03, 2008
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Okiee u may think this is funny but hey! its useful!
Anyway they are really sending out mass MMS with his face to 4million selected mobile user.. ehh? why dun send to everyone??
anyway i just discovered my wisdom tooth is growing *whine* but! that means im wiser now! hehe.. okiee serious, just hope my tooth will guai guai dun pain or fever or whatever. at least wait till im back from taiwan..
3:10 PM
Sunday, March 02, 2008
WELCOME 2 TAIWAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
yes, please welcome us in 48 days time.. hehe..
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we are finally going to taiwan! TAIWAN! =)
im all in the taiwan mood now.. lalalalala~~
but before that, im more anticipating for next Saturday to come [080308] =)
lalalala~
and the Selamat ass better dun spoil anything i warn u!
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hehe..
told ya mahjong is addictive.
recently had been playing mahjong quite frequently after work, and had already visted all my colleague house hehe.. mahjong is good in a way that it enhance good interaction and build relationship between team members.. ehh, not involving money that is..
hehe..
[never-grow-up Cindy - her leg is recovering phew~]
[xiao shuai ge aka Liping's son aka Ah Xi]
2:20 PM
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[never-grow-up Cindy - her leg is recovering phew~]
[xiao shuai ge aka Liping's son aka Ah Xi]