Friday, July 27, 2007
haixx somtimes i jus wonder..
work so hard for what....?
work ur ass out and clearing pple's shit is such a chore..
i am so confused now..
sometimes i will tell myself - JiaHui arh JiaHui.. just stay postitive.. just do ur best.. you will be very proud of urself if u can survive this test.. Ren Ming Bah~~ if u leave alot of ppl will have to suffer..
then sometimes i will tell myself - u stupid pig u! work so hard for what? company not ur father's.. u got no OT pay.. everyday work more than 12hours for this stupid company which dun even put ur interest in mind.. and need to face all those scoldings everyday.. all this is more than someone who just step into the working society could bear.. only stupid ppl like u still wanna stay there..
so i dunno what im thinking now.. i just know i keep grumbling and my conversation with everyone now revolves around my work, work and work.. i seems to have lost myself..
ah crap..
still thanx thanx simin, ru, julius and my mum for listening to my grumblings EVERYDAY.. without them i will breakdown..
so apart from all the SUAY ppl i encountered.. there's still alot of ppl helping me, one way or another..
haixx.. dilemma~~~~~~~~
piggy going for a 6 days camp starting tmr.. meaning for 6 days straight he cant call out.. haixx.. this is so awful.. guess the camp wun be an easy one either.. haixx.. jus hope he will take care cuz i really worried after hearing the 'potential dangers' they will face during the camp.. im gonna miss him.. haixx..
when can my post be a happy one.......?
11:46 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
can someone bring me to somewhere where there is the sun and the sea to play for like one week?
then i will guai guai go back to work without grumble..
*continue to dream*
8:24 PM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
i've been wanting to post this long ago.. here goes!
this is my old desk.. in a room which we named it the 'mini pantry meeting room'. lolx.. its a nice and cosy place.. my desktop is the one on the right.. beside me is 'GM'..
and there's a whiteboard in our room.. and GM (aka Sze Chuan Vege Soup), which is our colleague, wrote in n the board.. lolx.. cuz that time there was simin, shiru me and him in the room.. and coincidentally the 3 of them are all Gemini baby so all bully me =( anyway that is the pay rate.. GM is a BIG GAMBLER!! blea~
then after ah ying left i took over her seat outside our mini pantry.. no more cosy little own space.. i dun like sitting outside.. too prone to office politics.. and so messy!! notice my pooh bear and piggy cup!
one fine day when i was bored i wrote s.h.e 'Lao Po' lyrics at the side of the board during lunch.. (and piggy's book out date hehe!) now the mini pantry left only shiru and another colleague, our 'CEO' aka JinWei.. GM also move outside.. and itchy hand CEO went to destroy my artist piece with his rubbish at the right.. lolx.. what tian tian huo guo!
and he wrote guo (pot) wrongly!! so after work the 4 of us gather at our mini pantry as usual and itchy hand GM was trying to recall how to write guo... lolx!! and the
'poem' at the left is written by CEO.. though rubbish but it makes sense.. lolx..
thats how we always crap in the office within ourselves LOL.. totally rubbish.. yet i guess thats the only time can feel happy in the office..
NExt is my cousin's (Seng Seng Kor Kor) wedding pictures!!
bride and bridegroom
my little cousinzzz
my family photo =)
with bridegroom's sister aka TingTing Jie Jie
with my aunt and Yong..
lovely flowers..
blissful marriage to them!! wish them happiness always =)
9:09 PM
here i am again..
still feeling down..
i talk to my manager and my new manager (adobe one).. well i guess i cant do anything except to give it a try..
esther is leaving next thursday.. and now i am panicking even when she is around.. i cant imagine next wk what is it gonna be like.. and i am making stupid mistakes again.. really stupid lo.. i wonder if my brain got holes or something.. how come i never seems to remember things..
haha and i got bitten by a mosquito in pasir ris on sunday when sending piggy back to his camp.. lucky so far so good.. no fever or anything.. hmm, i wonder if i really kana dengue and take MC for 1 week, adobe sure faint.. lolx.. they cfm panic more than me..
and people, pardon me for keep complaining to u guys lately.. i needa vent out if not i will go crazy.. so if u find me very irritating lately pai sehh.. muz bear with me.. dui bu qi.. especially ah ying.. i everyday complain to her in msn.. though she already left the company and not my supervisor now anymore but she still offer very gd advice to me.. maybe cuz she has been thru this situation before.. thanx ah ying!!
i got so many photos i wanna post here.. my cousin's wedding.. my messy desk.. and the crap we do in our 'mini pantry room'.. and piggy picture in his uniform! (ehh.. i think i'll ask permission first)
but cant upload now cuz im still in the office.. =(
haixx faster weekends!!! still got 3 more days.. please~~ time can tick faster anot.. i wan see my piggy... naughty piggy.. say i dunno how to take care of myself and yet he fall sick himself.. humph.. but i really hope he is feeling better now..
*nags on non stop*
5:52 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
haixx.. tell me..
who on earth could be as suay as me?
one month ago i just take over my supervisor (Ying) task.. and the whole learning-to-be-a-buyer process got me really really stressed up already.. i applied for a temp admin job rmb? not a buyer..
and now, one month after she left, someone else is going to leave again.. this time from another department.. see! other department oso become my business.. now i need to take over her position.. like wth?
u all happy then ask me do admin, happy again i become buyer, happy another time i need to take another position at another dept..
do anyone rmb my feeling?
am i given a choice?
do you know how stress is it to learn something all over again when u know nuts abt it in the first place?
why can ppl be irresponsible and leave while i cant bring myself to do that?
im not blaming my colleague who is leaving.. she got her reasons..
but why me again?
im just a bloody temp here.. no OT pay.. no fabulous benefits..
why wasnt i consulted first before when decision is made?
why cant u all just leave me alone to do my own data entry work?
why muz make me dread coming to work?
im just a stupid and slow temp staff here.. anyone rmb????
i dun like it..
i dun like it at all..
4:00 PM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Transformer
its definitely a VERY HIGHLY RECOMMENDED movie..
i think its the BEST-EST movie i have ever seen.. really!
people, quick! go watch now!
the climax is from start to end.. the effects is power lo.. and the chervolet is damn cool!!
~*~
and finally 14 days have past.. piggy can finally book out! but he is going in later le.. haixx.. wkends past so fast =(
5:03 PM
bride and bridegroom
my little cousinzzz
my family photo =)
