Wednesday, June 27, 2007
那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光……
可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭乾了眼淚。
一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗”
天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。
幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。
轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。
蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。
這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。
第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。
上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。
蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩膀上﹐他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。
上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”蜻蜓擦乾了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……”
有些緣份是註定要失去的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖
source extracted from [[http://datoufen.blogspot.com/]]
found this story from 933 - Da Tou Fen's blog.. thought its quite interesting.. so i share it here.. hehe..
and i love this sentence in particular:
[[愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他]] =)
10:53 AM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
16/6/07: rainy weather
as i have promised, i din cry today! so proud of myself.. =) today is piggy enlistment date.. so get to go to tekkong with him and view his bunk and canteen and the environment..
hey its looks good.. like resort style.. lolx.. facing sea somemore.. the food taste erm fine.. but still.. i think its still quite hard on him inside.. all the training and stuff.. muz be tough.. and he is so far away~ not even in mainland.. haixx..
but well.. at least he can call out everynight.. i am gonna miss him so much..
the first night without piggy..
[13 more days to the first book out date - 29 June]
12:30 AM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
the last day with piggy before his enlistment tmr..
and he got me flowers! lolx.. so surprise and happy hehe.. first time received flower from him..
and when we went to east coast i cant believe we are so lucky again..
we saw rainbow..
not one time, but two times in a day..
beautiful beautiful rainbow.. i love it! i think its the nicest thing on Earth.. other than my piggy hehe..
i got him a cake! and had a mini mini celebration..
i will miss all his nonsense and 'labbish'(rubbish).. no one to entertain me and to keep me smiling with craps.. haixx..
12:51 AM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
i was so so tired ytd that i dun even feel like talking and eating..
argh.. a totally wrong mood for piggy's (early) birthday dinner with the marketing gang..
and he din even have a proper (early) birthday cake.. haixx.. i feel so bad about it..
i'll make up for that somehow..
meanwhile hope he really like his present.. it comes with lots of sincerity and love =)
shiru says its time for me to change the pictures at the top of my blog.. well.. lets wait till i rid the lazy me..
[[4 more days.. haixx...]]
8:29 PM
Saturday, June 09, 2007
yay! happy 3 months anniversary =)
i feel so lucky with piggy..
as in literally..
we saw shooting star ytd! how lucky can we get.. we saw rainbow at the beach and shooting star at the esplanade.. =)
i really hope the shooting stars can hear our wishes!
i love my piggy!
[[Always Coca Cola =p]]
3:54 PM
Sunday, June 03, 2007
exactly 2 weeks from now..
he wun be my side for another 2 years..
1:09 AM
