Friday, July 27, 2007
haixx somtimes i jus wonder..
work so hard for what....?
work ur ass out and clearing pple's shit is such a chore..
i am so confused now..
sometimes i will tell myself - JiaHui arh JiaHui.. just stay postitive.. just do ur best.. you will be very proud of urself if u can survive this test.. Ren Ming Bah~~ if u leave alot of ppl will have to suffer..
then sometimes i will tell myself - u stupid pig u! work so hard for what? company not ur father's.. u got no OT pay.. everyday work more than 12hours for this stupid company which dun even put ur interest in mind.. and need to face all those scoldings everyday.. all this is more than someone who just step into the working society could bear.. only stupid ppl like u still wanna stay there..
so i dunno what im thinking now.. i just know i keep grumbling and my conversation with everyone now revolves around my work, work and work.. i seems to have lost myself..
ah crap..
still thanx thanx simin, ru, julius and my mum for listening to my grumblings EVERYDAY.. without them i will breakdown..
so apart from all the SUAY ppl i encountered.. there's still alot of ppl helping me, one way or another..
haixx.. dilemma~~~~~~~~
piggy going for a 6 days camp starting tmr.. meaning for 6 days straight he cant call out.. haixx.. this is so awful.. guess the camp wun be an easy one either.. haixx.. jus hope he will take care cuz i really worried after hearing the 'potential dangers' they will face during the camp.. im gonna miss him.. haixx..
when can my post be a happy one.......?
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