Monday, June 30, 2008
this time i dun have the 'cant bear to leave' feeling anymore.
instead i have the 'cant wait to get out of here' mentality.
if you really want me to squeeze out something( positive) worth remembering for these 2 months, i always use this to comfort myself:
how many temps in this company can get to sit on the same meeting table with SK and receive farewell wishes from her..
i think i am lucky enough. thank you. i'll definitely treat this as an important stepping stone of my life.. i still have this 1 year of buyer experience to fall back on, that is, if i ever lose my mind..
Goodbye Moduslink. For good.
10:58 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
when they drive me to the wall.. i was close to breakdowning down.. the helpless feeling.. no one is there to shield me from these evil people..
when the van brush pass my arm that morning and nearly knock me down.. the moment of life and death.. the frightened soul.. no one is there to comfort me..
when i requested to leave at 10pm on a working wednesday after staying till close to 1am for the previous days, i received a black face and a 'SK says MUST finish by today. told you top urgent liao. u dun understand ixit!' attitude. no one is there to back me up and say that i am not a machine and i deserve some rest.
the experiences these few weeks at work.. suddenly overnight i grew up..
i grew to be very defensive against everyone to protect myself.. only i can protect myself.
i grew to forget about leniency and negotiation. if i dun have it my way, i will lose my temper.
i grew to play along with the evil people. if you cant beat them, then just play along with them.
i grew to habour thoughts of making these evil people pay for what they did to me and eat their words back one day.
i grew to know that humans are sad people and i rather be a table or a chair in my next lifetime than a human.
i dun want to change.. but i am forced to change.. i dun like this new me.. but its too late..
please help pull me back.. before its really too late..
10:41 AM
Friday, June 27, 2008
i have been slogging my ass out for this whole week and i am totally drained.
i am only asking for a simple dinner and a good rest.
am i asking too much?
11:05 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Baby look at me
And tell me what you see.
You ain't seen the best of me yet
Give me time, I'll make you forget the rest.
I got more in me, and you can set it free
I can catch the moon in my hand
Don't you know who I am?
Remember my name (Fame)
I'm gonna live forever
I'm gonna learn how to fly (High)
I feel it coming together
People will see me and die (Fame)
I'm gonna make it to heaven
Light up the sky like a flame (Fame)
I'm gonna live forever
Baby, remember my name
Remember, Remember, Remember, Remember,
Remember, Remember, Remember, Remember
Baby hold me tight
'Cause you can make it right.
You can shoot me straight to the top
Give me love and take all I got to give.
Baby I'll be tough
Too much is not enough, no
I can ride your heart till it breaks
You've got what it takes
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was in julius's father's car on our way for dinner when the radio played this song..
suddenly it brought back alot of memories.. this song was used for the finale dance of JYSS Speech Day 2002. i can still rmb the dance steps..
suddenly, i miss the stage.
9:03 PM
Friday, June 20, 2008
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGGY!!!!!!! =)
you know how happy i am to be able to spend your birthday with you? its your 21st and i really dun wan to miss out spending this important day with you. this day is only once in a lifetime.
so lucky i managed to sneak off at work. no choice. nothing is more important than piggy now. but still need to apologise to him cuz i still received several phone calls from office.. haixx..
we went shopped around city hall area after getting the NDP tix and dinner was at this Teppanyaki Restaurant at Suntec.
After the dinner the Fountain of Wealth was having their laser performance and dedications. so we went to dedicate a song. he was holding me, watching the beautiful laser and humming the meaningful song. how i wish the moment could last forever.
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Its a simple and memorable birthday for piggy i hope. Happy Birthday Piggy! muackz!
12:11 AM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
We are going to the NDP!! *kallang wave*
11:31 AM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
15 June 07
its was the last day before piggy got enlisted into the army. the next day, i accompany him with his parents to Tekong where a new life is awaiting him. i cant imagine for this 2 yrs i can only see him once a week, for the few hours.
15 June 08
happy 1 year anniversary in the army piggy!! =) 1 year really pass so quickly. for this 1 yr, i really did only see him once a week, for the few hours. being a little more understanding to each other is the only way to survive through this together. im glad we did it.
15 June 09
its gonna be his ORD date =)
and of cuz, it's upsetting and worrying to hear the news about the 2 NS guy who passed away during training, especially when almost all the guys friends and my piggy are in the army now. haixx.. why liddat~~
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pictures and updates for piggy (early) 21st birthday celebration coming soon!!!
5:51 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
i am fighting a tough war at work.
after i retreat from the battleground, suddenly i feel so alone.
12:32 PM
Sunday, June 08, 2008
i just realise i still got 2 birthdays which i forgot to update.
25-May
Its our sotong Pinggie birthday! =)
our biggest sotong with 80 toes has finally turn 21! hahahaha..
luckily everyone can make it for her celebration! hehe.. had dinner at Ma Masion at Bugis Junction and we substitute birthday cake with......
CRAB!!
im still waiting for more photos from the 溅女人 aka Pei.. LOL! ah pei, when u wan to upload all the photos with all the stupidest pose?
1-Jun
once again its ah beng lao pa birthday. 22 years old liao still wan celebrate. tsk tsk.. LOL!
vicky suggest a picnic at Sentosa! woah i like the sound of that.. and so, we went to Giant and grab lots food! we even bot this honey roasted whole chicken and pepper pork ribs ok.. lolx..
we went to Palawan beach which is less crowded.. Siloso is infested with school holiday kids. and i think we sat on an ant nest lahz.. we had a busy time fighting a very unfair war with the gaint ants over our food.. lolx.. we even saw the queen ant! vicky says its the queen ant bcuz the head looks different.. probably she got a crown! hoho~
i love this picture! it looks almost like a postcard of Sentosa! hehehe..
affter picnic lao pa took us to some weird KTV at Serangoon.. machiam some 黑店.. but we saw kids running around inside.. so i guess shud be quite safe.. though i dun dare to drink anything from there.. hoho.. and surprisingly the songs there are rather updated can!
and last but not least, thanks Nan for the 2 pictures! i jus realise i din take any photo with her.. aww..
2:13 PM
Happy 15 months anniversary to my silly piggy and me =)
a year ago we saw a shooting star at the esplanade.. i can still rmb the scene vividly.. we din return to the esplanade this year.. but if i were to see a shooting star again, i will definitely make the same wish over and over again..
i love you piggy!
anyway, kungfu panda is awesome!!!! super funny!!! go watch it!! now!
12:42 AM
Friday, June 06, 2008
waaaa~~
i have been OT-ing so much this week.
i nearly forgot i have a life until i meet up with the girls ytd night after chiong-ing like crazy for the whole day..
AND AND!
im in such a good mood since ytd night lahz!
the girls should know why hoho~
okie, i need to gobble up my lunch and hurry back to work..
its FRIDAY!! =)
12:19 PM
Monday, June 02, 2008
woah i saw joyce's updates for ru and simin birthday. its so detailed lolx..
well then i guess i shall just upload the pictures of the 21st celebration for our gemini babies, eh shud be ladies/oldies, here =)
For more information kindly refer to Joyce!
12:38 PM
Sunday, June 01, 2008
为什么没办法忘记那件事。。
i shudnt be so bothered with it, shudnt i?
10:58 PM
i love this picture! it looks almost like a postcard of Sentosa! hehehe..
