Friday, September 05, 2008
in case u are wondering why i suddenly sound so profound in my last post, its to do with my reading up with tonnes of medical book lately.
publishing a book and being an editor is not as simple as it seems. especially mine is a niche area - medical. but its good lahz in a way.. i get to read up on alot of medical stuff and improve my general knowledge..
we just release one medical book 'Behind the Stethoscope'. was reading the book and inspired by what one of the doctor said so jot it down in my post. of cuz she din wrote it in chinese. i scared later kana sue for plagiarism so i translate into chinese hee..
im on project 'gain weight (abit) + stay healthy'. hehe.. gonna go buy my running shoes tmr and go run every saturday morning. my office is damn fierce lahz.. they can really eat and eat and eat non stop. i feeling the pressure now.. pressure on my weight!! lolx..
so yah lo, i think think.. if getting fat then find a solution and overcome it lo.. exercising is the best.. cannot say fat then aiyah never mind.. fat is good for me, keep pyscho-ing myself, positive.. but hey, i know i cannot even convince myself im ok with me being FAT, how i go convince others?
actually every other thing is also the same. its the matter of whether u can convince yourself to think the same way as you want to feel. u know, the brain and the heart dun coordinate together. what u think may not be what u feel. but they co-exist. instead of forcing yourself to think this way, probably u could listen to what ur heart really have to say. Perhaps staying positive have its limits.
afterall, you live life for yourself, not anyone else. why let others influence you? it could be a positive influence, but it could be your own opinion only. well, its your life. no one have the authority to make any decision for you. if you are making decisions for other people's life, hello, please stop. you shud only give opinions or suggestions NOT decisions. no one shud have the authority to question u on a decision too, as if any consequences, you will be the one bearing it, not someone or anyone else.
somethings people do may be good and beneficial for her, but may not be for you.
somethings people say may be good and beneficial for her, but may not be for you.
somethings people thought may be good and beneficial for her, but may not be for you.
one more thing to share.
this man was very sick. some illness to do with the gastro and colorectal side. its very serious and the doctors could not do anything to help. life was slipping away from him. they could only try to lessen his pain. he knew it. but he only got one wish. that is to see his heavily pregnant wife deliver and to carry his son in his arms. he got very strong willpower and though he was really in a very critical condition when he discharged, he managed to hang on for a couple of weeks and finally fulfill his wish and held his new born son in his arms. sadly, he passed away the next day. anyway, its a true story.
the morale of the story?
people like to fight over trivial things like who shud make breakfast or who shud carry the shopping bags or other stupid things and get so upset. hey, no one realise that at the same time, there is someone who is desperately trying to breathe and stay alive just to fulfill a simple wish. what is your problem, compared to his? dun you feel ashame comparing your distress to his?
people. never take things for granted. treasure what you have cuz u never know when u will lose them. same old story, but there is a reason why everyone is saying the same thing, isnt it =)
damn, all these readings are eating into me liao.. hoho.. sart sart leh.. hehehehe.. i really appreciate simin and ru to take the effort to download skype so that they can keep me accompany at work. thank you girls =) really cant do without u guys =) simin dun puke at my sentence lahz!! lolx..
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