Friday, October 10, 2008
Just believe what you want to believe!!!
yup yup.
everything else leave it to fate to decide =)
but he is very true that i am feeling very 烦 lately. alot of things to 烦.. im very tired.. sometimes when i look back at old photos, i really miss the me in poly times. where has the carefree and optimistic girl go??? come back please!
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okiee i have to vent out my frustration if not i will suffer from internal injuries and puke blood or go insane.
firstly i am not an ambitious person, nor am i keen to climb the social ladder and fall to my death later. so i am not here to impress anyone or make anyone remember me. because it doesnt matter to me. i am here to work, get money and leave. i have never wanna be a successful businesswoman before. not now. not in future.
and i believe that i have the freedom to my own life. I FREAKING DUN NEED AND DUN WAN PPL TO CONTROL WHAT BLOODY HIGHLIGHTER COLOUR I SHUD USE OR HOW THE PRESENT SHUD BE WRAP SO THAT ONLY NEED TO USE 3 SCROTCH TAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!! please!! i got the freedom to choose these dun i??!! what will happen if i wrap the present with more folds and use more scrotch tape?? who will die if i use yellow highlighter instead of UR usual pink highlighter to higlight the documents??
please wake up and realise that the world doesnt revolve only around you k? i am myself and i dun have the oligation to live under your control bcuz u are not my mother or anything. u simply dun have the right! in this case, u are looking for a dog or a shadow not an assistant.
and always remember that its bcuz of these stupid and dumb people that exist in the world that makes you seems wiser. otherwise u are just like any other person. u shud thank them instead. YOU UNDERSTAND! u shud be glad u dun have children if not there will be retribution.
*breathe in and out*
ok. im feeling good.
so now, i need learn to relax more.. dun 烦 dun 烦. take everything easy. hope then, old me will find her way back =)
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