Saturday, August 29, 2009
ahhh i going crazy!! dunno whats wrong with me today i just cant pick up the dance step!!! all i rmb was the ending pose.
"V"
whats wrong with me!!!!
this is the first time in my life i feel that i cant dance at all.
*stress*
im locking myself up in my toilet to practice in front of the full length mirror liao.
and FINALLY, tonight we finally made it to Timbre. since the start of our dance class to the second last lesson tonight, we finally get to plonk our butt in Timbre Arthouse.
and im proud to announce i can finish one whole glass of mojito without feeling anything liao. wee! muz be the good training i got lately from the 'after-dance-class-night-activity' aka drinking session.
eating pizza, sipping the drink, listening to the live band, enjoying the river breeze... this is really life man! ixit a little too late to realise this? hahaha~
cheers!
12:52 AM
Sunday, August 23, 2009
over dinner just now daddy was asking me about my uni application and what course im choosing. he thought im gonna take early childhood course. lolx. my brother rolled his eyes and say he will pity the children i teach.
to my surprise my mum actually nod!
and she said “以前可以啦，现在脾气越来越坏，应该是被老女人影响，不行了。”
even mummy oso realised that.. my temper had been going out of control lately, especially if i have a bad day at work, i will throw my temper at any little thing, at anyone.
i have realised that i am getting harder and harder to be contented. those things that i used to feel happy about no longer feels the same.
haixx.
[[We are all the pilots of our own life.
other than flying ourselves to the destination,
we have to also be concerned about the passengers on board the flight.
whatever decisions that is made during the flight, not only will it affect ourselves, it will inevitably leave an impact on all the passengers as well.]]
i stumble across this phrase the other day and thought alot of it.
lately i haven been really very impatient with piggy and almost dun feel like talking to him. i keep thinking that why dun he understand me. i have a bad day at work and he dunno how to comfort me abit. and now that his school had started, he is so busy till i have no idea what is going on with his life now. im feeling insecure... i know he is trying hard to accomodate me.
suddenly i realised, why am i picking on things to be unhappy about?
not only am i making myself upset, it also make him unhappy.
im so sorry everyone. just because i always have hiccups at work, im making everyone around me share the same vexed feeling.
im so selfish =(
now i promise myself, i shant let that old woman take control of my emotions. why should she have such a big impact in my life anyway?!?!?! its ridiculous isnt it!!!
quoting 2nd mummy aka Sukh's favourite phrase to me:
jiahui~ such is life. look at the bright side of life~ *point to ceiling fluorescent light*
now i understand the true meaning of this sentence.
bright side Sukh!!!!! =)
3:59 PM
Thursday, August 13, 2009
i want more shopping for myself!
i want a walk in wardrobe!
i want a huge ceiling-tall cupboard to store my shoes!
i want a resort holiday!
i want to remember how to feel happy and contented again!
i want to be like the past, when im always looking forward each weekend!
i want life to be less boring and systematic like now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want...
i want...
i want...
but im not getting any.
oh, its my happy one year anniversary in my company today! time flies when u are having fun and suffer hell at work everyday. i wonder how long more will i stay.. make a guess =)
7:11 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
happy birthday Singapore!
celebrated ur nation birthday at party world with the girls..
and Happy birthday to bro and cousin!
celebrated their birthdays at T3's Crystal Jade Shanghai..
10:18 PM
Sunday, August 09, 2009
我是一个没有安全感的女人
12:58 AM
Saturday, August 08, 2009
Danity Kane - Two of You
You make me hotter than Jamaica
Proceed with caution cause you're dangerous
Maybe it's just cause you're Blasian
Cause every minute boy I'm tryin' to savor all
When you're passing by me, I just (want to do)
Every little thing she wouldn't (do for you)
How could anyone not fall in (love with you)
Do something to me I wish that (I had you)
You're so hot
There must be two of you,
Boy you got me having breakfast in the afternoon
When you take my body, up to the moon
If it's feeling so good it has to be two of you
If you feel me lemme hear it 1 time
If you feel me lemme hear it 2 times
If you with me lemme hear it 3 times
If you with me lemme hear it 4 times
I don't care about your paper
Or how many gifts your pay for
Don't worry bout me bringin' the bull-shhh
Cause this feels too good to funk it up
Now let me see your hands up in the air,
Yeah, do your dance
Tell me what you came here to see
C'mon and rock me
My name is Aubrey (What)
And I'm so cold
My style is flashy--your style is old (ah ah)
Cause' I'm fly as hell with the juicy humps
I don't want your man cause I got enough
So don't be mad at me cause he be callin' my phone
I got my eye on one guy
Tell him leave me alone
He likes my personality one of a kind
Im so unique, I set the trend you follow me
But this is one brings me to my knees
You're (Oh) so hot (so hot)
There must be two of you, (Yeah)
Boy you got me having breakfast in the afternoon (having breakfast in the afternoon)
When you take my body, (take my body) up to the moon (away with you)
If its feeling so good (so good, so good, so good) it has to be two of you
If you feel me lemme hear it 1 time
(clap with me)
If you feel me lemme hear it 2 times
(if you're with me)
If you with me lemme hear it 3 times (Ohh)
If you're with me lemme hear it 4 times
(Just hit together now)
i just love dancing! though i cant coordinate my body for this dance. its madness!!
12:37 AM
Sunday, August 02, 2009
My Scary Diet for the Week
Monday
Lunch @ work
extra chicken wing for teabreak
Dinner @ home
Tuesday
Dim Sum for Breakfast
Lunch @ work
DIY Teppanyaki Dinner @ Ion Orchard
Wednesday
Normal Lunch @ work
Fisherman Wharf for dinner
Thursday
Bak Kut Teh, salted vege, tau kee, you tiao, fen chang @ Clarke Quay
Dinner @ Home
Friday
Farewell Lunch for Joey - Lee Wee Brothers, Sherpard's Pie, Sakae Sushi, cheesecake
2 Chocolate Prima Deli cake for tea
Brewerkz Dinner - Seafood Spaghetti, buffalo wings, India Pale
Saturday
Popeye mash potato (large) @ T3 !!
Sashimi @ Parkway
Teochew Porridge for dinner - mui chai, fatty pork, minced meat, asparagus
Seaweed fries + Koi Cafe bubble milk tea
looks like im on project 'grow fat'. LOL.
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its getting harder and harder to live life happily as before the moment u are out in the working society.
its a vicious cycle.
no point deluding yourself that rainbow always appear after rain.
dun think the modern age kids believe in that now too.
fantasy world? ha! step out of ur bubble be more realistic lahz!
12:31 AM
