Sunday, August 23, 2009
over dinner just now daddy was asking me about my uni application and what course im choosing. he thought im gonna take early childhood course. lolx. my brother rolled his eyes and say he will pity the children i teach.
to my surprise my mum actually nod!
and she said “以前可以啦，现在脾气越来越坏，应该是被老女人影响，不行了。”
even mummy oso realised that.. my temper had been going out of control lately, especially if i have a bad day at work, i will throw my temper at any little thing, at anyone.
i have realised that i am getting harder and harder to be contented. those things that i used to feel happy about no longer feels the same.
haixx.
[[We are all the pilots of our own life.
other than flying ourselves to the destination,
we have to also be concerned about the passengers on board the flight.
whatever decisions that is made during the flight, not only will it affect ourselves, it will inevitably leave an impact on all the passengers as well.]]
i stumble across this phrase the other day and thought alot of it.
lately i haven been really very impatient with piggy and almost dun feel like talking to him. i keep thinking that why dun he understand me. i have a bad day at work and he dunno how to comfort me abit. and now that his school had started, he is so busy till i have no idea what is going on with his life now. im feeling insecure... i know he is trying hard to accomodate me.
suddenly i realised, why am i picking on things to be unhappy about?
not only am i making myself upset, it also make him unhappy.
im so sorry everyone. just because i always have hiccups at work, im making everyone around me share the same vexed feeling.
im so selfish =(
now i promise myself, i shant let that old woman take control of my emotions. why should she have such a big impact in my life anyway?!?!?! its ridiculous isnt it!!!
quoting 2nd mummy aka Sukh's favourite phrase to me:
jiahui~ such is life. look at the bright side of life~ *point to ceiling fluorescent light*
now i understand the true meaning of this sentence.
bright side Sukh!!!!! =)
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