Friday, February 26, 2010
TMA01 Question: How did you spent your last day of work today? Please indicate your answer in point form.
Answer:
1. had a mini farewell lunch with 5 "leftovers" people in the office because no one else is around.
2. did not give out any farewell gift to anybody because i got no time on hand to prepare and feeling so damn pai sehh about it when i tell people that its my last day but i got nothing for you. 3. was supposed to go for dinner with the rest of the crazy bunch at Holiday Inn but had so much damn bloody stuff to clear till i had to stay in the office till 9pm ALONE. my office is known to be haunted fyi. when im done, they are done with dinner too.
4. lug two big bags of my remaining kuching kurak stuff and crashed into a dinner at Marche because i thought i would faint halfway if i travel home to cook noodles.. but felt like so out of place there.......
in conclusion, my last day of work is lonely, busy and awkward..
No reference link.
11:59 PM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
its the end of Feb!
things aint as bad as i thought it would be...
at least i have handed up all my assignments on time, had a fab time in BKK, just finish running my last workshop in PGMI today, plan to do my handover tomorrow and farewell the office on Friday!
well, at least there will be 3 pple left in the office for farewell lunch with me on Friday. the rest of them are all away running a conference =(
but i'll see them again very soon.
like Friday night for dinner. wahahahaha!
and then Wednesday night AGAIN.
wanna sing 'Goodbye My Love' to them oso difficult. keep seeing them. LOL!
trying to keep myself happy to suppress that devil inside me that is trying to create havoc and keep making me pissed with everything.
its working now. so far so good!
jiayou!
11:42 PM
Monday, February 08, 2010
Just like ru, i am also stretched to my max.
assignment deadlines are just one after another. i had only started school for 2 weeks and im only taking 2 modules this semester but somehow i had already handed up 4 assignments. There are 2 more due this week, and 2 more next week.
im panicking because i cant finish them!
im flying off on Friday morning and just before i fly off and 4 days that im away, im supposed to hand up 2 major assignments known as TMA (i prefer to call it TMD) and 1 online discussion. ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR!! cmon!! because of this i have to rush everything out by Thurs.
i had been desperately squeezing out whatever little time and concentration i have after work to try to work ahead of time. but the problem is work had already drained me. i might have dumped the letter but the work still goes on.
our new journal is launching in March and its already mid Feb now. its a major affair and there's so much preparation to do. my workshop is running in end of Feb. i haven got round to preparing anything for it as well. and i have to do a detailed handover list to whoever is taking over my position. i got so much things on hand i would need one month to do a handover.
i have been working like a bull everyday at work, fighting against time. im really tired.
feb is a crap month alright.
i cant finish my bloody work, i cant finish my bloody assignments, i cant enjoy myself during my bloody weekends, i cant do any bloody thing.
ARGH!!!!
i'll bite if anyone comes near me.
even thinking of BKK doesnt excite me now...
can someone do something to cheer me up?
PS: btw, happy 35 months anniversary =)
1:21 PM
Sunday, February 07, 2010
i thought about alot of things today..
i thought of the chalet we had many many years ago with Holidays and the guys. the fun that we have, the noise that we made, the laughter that we shared...
i thought of 3 years ago we were at the same place. the breeze that blows our face, the sparkles that shone brightly, the words that he said to me, the promises that he made to me...
i thought of 3 months ago the TBLJ cum my birthday chalet that we had. the wonderful food, the company, the joy on our face, the bond that we had...
=)
but now, everything seemed to had changed now.
Holidays no longer exist.
the marketing gang have no more outings.
i find it harder and harder to understand what he is thinking.
my office is half empty now and im moving on to a new place soon.
i know we are suppose to move on, and not always look back in life. i know. but its so hard to, especially when it all means so much to me.
12:13 AM
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
you know, sometimes i just feel so tired. i just feel that you dun understand me at all and dun try to understand me at all. try to put yourself in my shoes, what i want to hear is not "never mind" everytime i tell you about my problems. it just sounded like you cant be bothered and it doesnt concern you everytime u say that, whether you mean it or not.
10:33 PM
Monday, February 01, 2010
SUDDENLY, all the people around me are getting married or planning for marriage. wow, u mean we have reached the age already???? scary lehz.
Elaine booked me and hantu as her jie mei for her wedding already! weeee~ first time being jie mei! though the wedding is like next year lahz.. but feeling excited now!! ETB, u are DEAD! muaahahahaha~~
10:33 PM
